when darkness turns to light

Sunday, July 31, 2005

well,
a new blog skin.
better than the last one..

My mind's unweaving/ 3:31 PM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

you made me so angry today
that i have to emphasize on one thing.
I WAS NOT BORN TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.
DO YOU GET IT LOUD AND CLEAR?
alright. the total opposite to britney spears' song.
i love to oppose britney.
rubbish.
i'm seriously not making any sense..

-
shall talk abt my day.
as usual, i was on time for school.
was so tired that i fell asleep during silent reading.
like i always do.
the first lesson of the day was english.
well, it was conducted by our dear english teacher,
ms mildred chan.
she was telling us abt some letter writing thingy..
apparently, i was not paying attention.
ANGELINE'S PILLOW IS JUST SO NICE TO LEAN ON!!
after that was recess.
i only had $2 for the whole day.
must make full use of it what..
to make myself a lil full
i pinched a bit of minghwee's potato. =)
then i ate 2 charsiew puffs
whatever you call that la.
see, auntie.
i patronized your stall again.
and so, the day goes on.
i don't wish to drag on any further.
i'm falling asleep too..
had chinese test.
i forgot how to write so many words!!
i just hope that i won't fail man..
then had lit..
was slacking all the time
then pc!!
finally, i got to enjoy the aircon
for the first time of the day.
fell asleep again.
had chinese abt some ancient china beauties..
slacked in the classroom.
then went home

My mind's unweaving/ 1:48 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

this, is an example of my mum's house when she was a kid.
if i was living in it
i'd probably be bored to death.
seriously..
soemehow, i don't think this is a row of houses.
but who cares?
BAHH.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:32 PM

this is my eye.
with such long eyelashes,
brown eyeball,
and so big.

actually, this is not my eye.
i found it somewhere in the internet. =)

-call me, beep me if you wanna reach me.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:08 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

RAINA!!!
there, i've put your name on my entry.
anws, thnkas for helping me with my papercut.
X)))

My mind's unweaving/ 12:44 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

i'm seriously BORED!!
school.
as usual.
and mr lim's just crap.
as usual.
had recess.
as usual.
had literature.
as usual.
got back lit test paper.
AFTER A GAZILLION YEARS!!!
yay.
i did quite well.
had dnt.
as usual on tuesdays.
had maths.
as usual.
school ended at 1.45.
as usual.
had band.
as usual.
i learnt 2 jap phrases today.
i means i'm pretty.
the other means i'm cute.
watashiwa ** kiraidas
and watashiwa ** **
legend: the stars represent the words i've forgotten.
to think that liyun, lala and fairli made me say them to sir.
gosh.
anw, i'm so sleepy now.
good night!!

My mind's unweaving/ 3:36 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

today is just so not my day.
i was trying to make a pin number for my hp
and then there was this PUK number..
like how wld i know what it is.
then the screen got stuck there
tried turning the phone off
then when i turned it on again,
the same screen was there.
and stupid me, went to tell my mum abt it.
as usual, she scolded me.
so she called the customer service and got the PUK number.
i cld have settled it myself and get spared from the scolding..
and i had to tell my mum.
nvm.. it's already over.
besides that, today was kinda boring.
the usual sunday routine..
woke up, had breakfast,
slacked, went for lunch,
went to the supermarket,
and guess what. i was at shop 'n' save,
which is the supermarket.
there was this old lady having trouble with getting the trolley out.
so went she saw me, she called me over to help her.
after helping her, she told me in chinese.
'xie xie ni ah.. ah girl.'
afterwhich, she went
'ni shi ah girl hai shi ah boy?'
then i was like replying her 'ah girl'
then i just walked away.
like hello.. DO I LOOK LIKE A BOY?!
i think she must be blind..
i think i felt my face turning black the moment she said that.
was like super pissed off..
anw, after that,
went to grandpa's house.
i seriously hope that even if he has to leave,
he'll leave in peace.
i really thank god he's not suffering at all..
-
after that, we went home.
crushie.. i miss you. =)
[i mentioned you already]

-i love you, gong..

My mind's unweaving/ 1:34 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

today
took a cab to sch cos we were running late.
all my allowance just gone like that..
today was photo taking.
after art,
had photo taking.
took with mr leow cos ms tan wasn't free.
ermm.. mr leow? no comments
the whole class didn't want him to take with us
but then he said
"if yall don't want me to take with you then i won't go."
then we were like all
'how to reject him?'
so, he took the photo with us.
had geog test.
serious killer.. i just hope i'll pass.
ms tan came into the classroom
and told us that we were gonna take another pic
cos the other one's without her.
-.-"
yupp. we took it
had to take away the one with mr leow
cos there's only room for one.
feel so bad.
so anw, after sch

My mind's unweaving/ 2:52 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

it's been such a boring day today..
here's how my day went.
morning.
woke up,
brushed my teeth and stuff,
had breakfast.
went to ntuc with mum,
went home, used the comp.
the internet was practially out of its mind.
it didn't want to let me use it.
i had no choice
but to listen to songs..
then went out for lunch with family,
went to grandma's house.
then home now,
using the computer..
sighs..
i think i'd better go study my history and geog.
don't wanna fail the tests.
anyway, it's racial harmony day tmr.
i have exactly no idea what to wear for my footwear..
oh yes..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIHUI!!!

My mind's unweaving/ 8:04 AM

Friday, July 15, 2005

hmm..
was late for achool today.
it's the fifth time this year!!
gosh..
anw, after school,
went to little india
yuxuan, angeline, rach, minghwee and lena.
yuxuan and angeline are finally good friends once again.
THANK GOD!! really..
went shopping around for the ethnic costumes
shopped from 3-5+ pm..
the costumes are really nice.
just that the place really has this funky smell.
minghwee was the first one to buy hers.
its a green top with a REALLY long white skirt.
then yuxuan was the second to buy hers.
hers is an orange punjabi suit.
after walking around for quite some time,
rachel went to try on hers.
charmaine called to meet us.
cldn't find her at first.
then after a while
we managed to find her.
she went with janice and doralynn.
charmaine bought hers and left..
went to the shop next door.
angeline and i bought punjabi suits with the same design
but diff colours.
had fun bargaining with the store owners..
went back to kovan.
bought dinner, then
home sweet home. =)

My mind's unweaving/ 9:11 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

here's some of raven's pictures
gosh.. i'm so crazy over her??
hahah..

and more?

well, there are some of her in the cheetah girls.

the name sounds odd..

but the songs are nice!! hahah

My mind's unweaving/ 9:11 PM

school, was as usual today.
the health check made us miss so many lessons
like..
pe!! hahah
pe nowadays is seriously so boring.
doing pivotting, running and stuff.
after that, had lit test.
i dunno if i'm gonna pass..
then music.
i forgot to take my fullscap paper with me.
well, angeline took it.
because of that,
some things happened that really pissed me off.
don't wanna talk abt it anymore..
it's making my blood boil,
boiling to the maximum temp.

after school,
went to pizza hut for lunch with angeline and lala
were short of money.
luckily charmaine passed by..
haha
our lucky star.
seriously, i'm not angry with her.

then home sweet home. =)

-if you didn't want me to be angry
why did you even do it in the first place?!

My mind's unweaving/ 6:19 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

what am i doing here?!
girl,
you're having a science test tmr
and yet your butt is still stuck here
on the seat
right in front of the computer.
you seriously should be studying RIGHT NOW!
alright, alright..
i'd better get going already.

My mind's unweaving/ 1:52 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

-cause we are who we are

My mind's unweaving/ 10:43 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

to you`
would you stop doing those STUPID things?!
do you know that they are pissing me off
it's so dumb to make me say those things
and make me do those things
why would i wanna lie to you?!
as if there's any good to me anw
why are you only making me do it
there are others out there too you know
take it like i'm pleading with you..
don't ever make me do them again.

to you`
you will always just find
the right opportunity to pick on me
won't you.
just 1 simple comment
and you just wanna bite my head off.
this isn't the first time
and i know it won't be the last
if it's the truth
then why must you keep picking on me
you said that i said bad things abt you
when did i ever do that?!
it's only on your ********!!
the way you say things sometimes
is as though i'm obliged to do it for you.
well, i'm not.
whenever i tell you things
you would also change things
to make seem like my fault.

you are also the one
who would always be the frist to ruin my day.
it all started out happily until you came.
please use your pea brain to think
who would want someone to ruin their day?!
i'm sure you wldn't want me to ruin yours right..

to someone else`
i'm sorry for injuring you today
it wasn't intentional.
i'm really sorry.
hope you're alright now

My mind's unweaving/ 8:55 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

there's school tmr.
that's sad.
i haven't completed my work yet!!
then wth am i doing here?!
i dunno.
fine.
i'll go back to doing my work.
good night to everyone out there!!
and before the night ends,
here's a greeting for all the youths out there,
HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!

My mind's unweaving/ 11:36 PM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

just found out about this webby..
lols.
it's dumb.
you can add people in to bore them or tos how that you hate them or smt??
hahah..
the total opp. of friendster.
www.fiendster.com

My mind's unweaving/ 12:24 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

just finished watching a tv show on channel u.
the last episode.
that's sad..
nice show.
today..
was the youth day celebration.
before that, had chinese test.
i studied so hard.
in the end i forgot how to write 1 word!!
before chinese was physics.
i finally know how mr lyndon lim looks like!
hurray!!
he's like all crap.
newton was a gay?
wtv..
he was so kiasu for the milo.
supossedly for ONLY students?
ms tessa tan took 2 CUPS OF MILO!!
it's only 1 cup per person.
*shakes head.
so corrupted..

after school, went to the front gate with lala and angeline.
waited there in the hot sun for liyun, lydia
and the extra one.
raina tan.
took taxi to ang mo kio mrt.
then took a train to town.
went to marche to eat..
angeline's birthday treat for all of us.
the last time 4 of us went to sakae,
we only spent 58 bucks
yet 6 people went to marche and we spent...
$142.40!!
went to take neoprints 2 times.
that's $20.
then home sweet home.
thanks angeline!!

-whycantthingsjustbemyway

My mind's unweaving/ 11:12 PM